Reality and Unemployment

I think this unemployment thing has forced me to lose contact with the real world.

And I'm a bit nervous about my situation.
What if I don't find a job that I want before all the money runs out.
What am I doing just doing nothing all day.

I feel like I should be doing something useful.
I kind of feel guilty about not working.

Maybe I'm just trying to make an excuse for just settling for a job that I don't want.
But "looking for something I want to do" maybe an excuse for not having a job.