What I Mean

I have trouble communicating.
I'm not good at explaining to people what I mean.

I usually speak in ways that make sense to myself.

I don't want to change how I perceive myself in order to explain to others what I mean.

I'm not sure about the difference between explaining and understanding.

One of the big reason why I can't communicate is because I conciously try not to worry about what other people think.
There aren't much to explain when you don't care if people understand you or not.