Wrong Choice

I didn't get the job. I want to escape from who I am. But I didn't succeed.

We lost 8-0 this Saturday against the first placed team. I played goalie for the last ten minutes. I made a huge fool of myself. I'm feeling down. I don't want to play no more. I feel like shit. I'm just gonna try to forget about it for the rest of the week. I'll decide what to do next Saturday.