Paperwork
I feel that I have lost control of my psyche.
UA
I listened to UA today for the first time. I really like her voice.
I've applied to a couple wind energy related jobs this weekend.
I was gonna go to the glider club today but decided not to. I'm nervous about going back there.
Elbow to the chest
The right side of my chest is bruised and it fucking hurts whenever I breathe or move around. I think I got elbowed or something on the practice on Wednesday, but I'm not sure.
I'm a bit nervous about what the fuck I'm doing or who I've become. It's possible that I'll just go back to working at a factory after I quit this job.
A Poet's Life
I've listened to "A Poet's Life" by Tim Armstrong about 300 times now. I think something about his songs that makes me feel like I'm connected to the outside. Like when someone reminds me about something that I used to know really well but forgotten about.